I was a kid I didn't know
那时我还是个孩子 什么都不懂
What was normal inside that home
不知家中何为寻常
I stayed quiet I stayed low
我学会了沉默 学会了低头
I learned early on my own
这些早早独自学会
I learned how to stay small
学会如何隐藏自己
How to freeze when I heard the walls
墙外声响便屏住呼吸
How to never ask at all
学会从不开口索求
How to disappear down the hall
如何沿着走廊悄然隐匿
I was a kid
那时的我 只是个孩子
I needed someone
我渴望有人能陪伴
I was a kid
那时的我 只是个孩子
Nobody come
却无人前来
I didn't get saved
我未曾被拯救
I didn't get told
也未曾被慰藉
I didn't get comfort
我未曾得慰藉
I learned control
却学会了自控
Now I don't rest I stay alert
如今我无法安歇 保持警觉
Peace feels fake like it could hurt
宁静似伪装 恐会伤人
Every room I count the doors
步入每室 我细数门户
Every calm feels like before
每份平静皆如往昔
When someone's close I pull away
当有人靠近 我便退却
I don't believe the words they say
他人言语 我不轻信
I learned the hard way what to hold
历经磨难 我才懂得何为坚守
You don't feel warm when you grow cold
当你变得冷漠 便再难感受温暖
I was a kid
那时的我 只是个孩子
I didn't need much
我本无所求
I was a kid
那时的我 只是个孩子
I just needed one
我只渴望一份慰藉
I didn't get saved
我未曾被拯救
I didn't get told
也未曾被慰藉
I didn't get comfort
我未曾得慰藉
I learned control
却学会了自控
I was a kid
那时的我 只是个孩子
Nobody come
却无人前来
Nobody come
却无人前来

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